its been toooooo long since ive last updated. Here's the sumarized version of the past 3 months. ive broken up with jiggy. ive been single for more than three months now. im doing great. and im happy. ha ha.
What if God never really meant to make us? I'm pretty sure he didn't. God doesn't care about us. I mean he does, but not the way most people think. If he really loves us then he would leave us alone. I dunno. If you really care about someone then you'd leave him alone right? Ang labo... basta... I dont know how to explain it.... the feeling of being torn apart... argh.. happening... now... again.....
anyway.... (its annoying when people use anyways, or nyways...., wala lang... tapos ung mga uneccessary h's pa...) wlang magawa dito as ususal. We had our Edipo presentation earlier today, I was backstage eating the props, peanuts..... haha peanuts are good for the brain... that sentence sounds so wrong... haha...)
joke na nga lang, may buntis tapos nakipagsiping sa asawa nya, nung lumabas ung anak nila may lubog sa noo wala lang... hahahaha
what's so funny about a little kid eating halo-halo while crossing the street? i don't get it.
Ask God to carry my prayers to you
He'd do it, then he'd slap me
Saying that that was a stupid thing to do
Im playing stupid again
And I have no reason why
It's just that when you did what you did
My hopes soared up high
I've got no reason to believe
That you want me back
I've got no reason to think
That you can fill in what I lack
You never got to know me
And I never did you
But once you told me you loved me
Once you told me you loved me. Once.
Shyat. Needs fixing up pero ayos na yan. Haha yan ang nangyayari kapag pinapalipat ako ng seat dahil sa kadaldalan.
Kilala nyo ba ang ika-apat na gwaping? si Jao Mapa un. Hahaha... vital info from who wants to be a millionaire.
Thursday:
nakashoot ako ng crumpled up paper ball sa trash can. I shot it all the way from my seat. Yay. haha then i drew a cartoon that kind of resembled Hannah, hannah, lakas ng impluwensya mo sakin ah. Sabi din ni hannah lagay ko to todits
tapos i wrote a poem thing... kinda lame...
I bleed too you know.
When you sting me with your words
I bleed too you know
When you stand me up in dates
I bleed too you know
When you flirt with other girls
I bleed too you know
When you tell me things you don't really mean
I bleed too you know
When you said you loved me, then took it back
I BLED... did you know?
When you left a lingering kiss on my innocent cheek
I BLED.. did you know?
When you forgot all about me and got on with your life
I bled. Ofcourse you didn't know.
How could you?
****At first akala namin pangalan ni jiggy mohn jiguel
hahaha
Wednesday, February 09, 2005
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Wednesday, February 09, 2005
D (Down Up Down)
A (Down Up Down
G (Down Up Down Down)
Verse:D A G
And I'd give up forever to touch you
Bm A G
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
D A G
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
Bm7 A G
And I don't want to go home right now
repeat verse,
the lyrics start:
And all I can taste is this moment
and all I can breathe is your life
Cause sooner or later its over
and i dont want to miss you tonight
Chorus:(play verse part)
And I don't want the the world to see me
cause I don't think that they'd understand
when everythihngs made to be broken
i just want you to know who I am
(play intro minus last Em7)
(verse)
And you can't fight the tears that aint coming
or the moment of truth in your lies
when everything feels like the movies
yeah you bleed just to know you're alive
(chorus)And I don't want the world to see me
cause I dont think that theyd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
Break:D-D-D-D A-A-A-A G-G-G-G
Bm-Bm-Bm-Bm A-A-A-A G-G-G-G
and Solo:(with *generous* slide)
e -----------------------------------------
B -----------------------------------7-----
G -/7----6----2/--7--/9-/11--\2/--7----6---
D -----------------------------------------
A -----------------------------------------
E -----------------------------------------
e ----------------------------9--10--9--------9-
B ------0/12--------------10-----------10-------
G -(6)\---------7--/9/11-------------------11---
D ----------------------------------------------
A ----------------------------------------------
E ----------------------------------------------
(play verse chords)
(chorus)
And I don't want the world to see me...
(chorus)
And I don't want the world ...
Bm A G
I just want you to know who I am
D A G
I just want you to know who i am
Bm A G
I just want you to know who i am
IQ test.... my iq's 137.. cool... if only I had the will power to actually do some work.. haha.. anyway.. can't wait til feb 12!!!
In the event that someone asks me out... Eto na..
What my boyfriend should be like:
1. He should know how to make me smile
2. He should know how to make me laugh
3. He should know how to make my heart flutter
4. He should make me feel nice
5. He should know how to give GREAT BACKRUBS
6. He should take me to the movies regularly
7. He should treat me like his queen
8. He should know all my favorite food
9. He should know how to give BEARHUGS
10. He should be hygienic... tama ba spelling?
11. He should be Romantic
12. He should be really sweet
13. He should know how to sing or play the guitar or atleast TRY to sing when I ask him to... effort counts.. :)
14 He should be thoughtful
15. He should see me atleast once a week
16. He should know the exact spot I like to be kissed
17. He should hug me and hold my hand when he thinks I need it
18. He should be willing to visit me at school even if he lives really far from there
19. Dapat parang flames..... may banner that declares how much he loves me
20. He should love me for who I am
21. He should tolerate ME
22. He should know how to braid my hair
23. He should write me songs and read me poems
24. He'd send me flowers and chocolates even if there's no occassion at all
25. Just by lookng in my eyes, he'd know what I was thinking
26. He should be a gentleman
27. He should buy me coffee when I crave for it
28. He should get along with my parents
29. He should get along with my friends
30. Scratch everything.... Isa lang kailangan ko... my boyfriend should be ______________
haha ;P
What I'd do for my boyfriend
1. I'd make him smile
2. I'd hug him and tell him how cute he is when he smiles
3. I'd make him laugh
4. I'd kiss him and tell him how cute he is when he laughs
5. I'd make his heart flutter
6. I'd make him feel nice
7. I'd always hug him for the very reason he exists
8. I'd always show him and tell him what he means to me
9. I'd go to the movies with him
10. I'd treat him like my king
11. I'd be romantic to the point of cheesiness
12. I'd know all his favorite food......
13...and I'd learn how to cook them for him
14. I'd be really sweet
15. If he were in a band, I'd always be at his gigs cheering for him
16. I'd be thoughtful and give him sweet little nothings
17. Like #16, I'd whisper sweet nothings in his ear when he least expects it
18. On Valentines Day, I'd go to his class and sing him a love song wearing a sign that says (insert name here)'s girl
.... just kidding.. ibang klaseng kapa muks na yan
19. I'd appreciate every iota of him
20. I'd tolerate his weirdness... I'd tolerate him
21. I'd play with his hair and give him massages
22. I'd drw for him and read him poems
23. I'd kiss him and give him stuff just for the fun of it
24. Just by looking in his eyes, I'd know what he was thinking
25. I'd be ladylike for him
26. I'd take care of him
27. I'd get along with his parents
28. I'd get along with his friends
29. I'd make him fall in love with me over and over, every day.
30. ... and I'd fall for him too... over and over, every single, wonderful day.
This is my third blog to date. I'm not in the mood to be all happy and springy and sugar-y. But I will be anyway. You know why? Because I am so in love with this one person!!! haha well, i don't think I'm really IN LOVE, but I like this guy very much. This blog will be dedicated to Him. hehe.. Glee Club get ready, Ima sing praises tonight. Haha wala lang. He has the greatest set of pearly whites. Uber sexy and really nice. He's the cutest guy I've met, even cuter than the almost-fag-but-not-quite guy that dissed me. It was as if the past _ wonderful years of friendship didn't mean anything. Guys. 9 _, 9. Good news is I blew off some of the steam I had left when I got my Computer Test results back. Pasado wlang aral aral. Hahaha. Cooley. I'm not making any sense right now but I don't care.
I just hope to God that he knows how feel. I'm guessing he doesn't. Wait, I think that's a good thing, him not knowing how I feel.......... for him.. (?) My grammar's all messed up. If he knew he'd probably freak out. That tends to happen alot. I just wish there was somehing more.... haha.. whatever.. Last night I was listening to a cd of Nat King Cole. Made me feel all woozy and in love. All his songs were about love and shit(excuse the profanity). It was like he was trying to say something like, "Love is the best thing you could ever have. Life is not worth living without it(I agree) Single life sucks so you better find someone to grow old with before you wither up and and touch the ground. Sad, lonely, meaningless, pointless."
Yeah, I know, I exagerrated a little about that but it does make you think dunnit? :/
Oh ma Gawd. Prom night just 3 weeks away. I don't know if I'm excited or scared. All I've been thinking about lately was him... My knight in shining retainers.... (A little clue there.. haha)
Anyway...... we're having this "discussion" in computer class. I'm not really listening. It's pointless. Just like blogging. Pointless. You know what ese is pointless? This list:
1. Studying about religion
Yeah, yeah. It's all about God. No matter what they teach you at school, how you see your religion totally depends on your family.
2. Kissing before having sex
I haven't had any experience at all. seriously. but you know, if you wanna get down with it why not just do it instead of having to go through that ritual of smashing lips together.
3. The whole MU thing
Like hello, its the same as having a boyfriend-girlfriend relationship. MU na hindi pwede magdate sa ibang tao, makipagkilala sa ibang tao... Ang daming bawal... pero pareho lang.. wala lang yung title. Sus.
4. Taking a Bath everyday
Just kidding. :D
I can't think of anything else to complete that list but just a while ago I had loads of stuff that I thought was pointless.
Back to M.K.I.S.R. (kinda sounds like my kisser... hahaha) He's so cool. Hirap nga lang coz I don't have a clue how he feels about me. I don't feel anything so its probably nothing. That's all I'm ever good at. All I'll ever be to guys like him is a friend. Haay. Life sucks. Life's a bitch, but I love her.
Hangang dito na lang.
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