Get to know yourself better
Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
You have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:
You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.
took this quiz in http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
i feel so dull. i feel so blunt. i have that feeling that you get after vomitting. its this empty grnugy feeling of something else. i dont know how to explain it. i just don't know. I've been in so much pain recently. it's getting too hard to hide it anymore. i can't do this i dont know what to do. i dont know.
The new year is almost here. I am thankful for the many things that have happened to me so far this year. I celebrate a lot of things that have happened and I regret a few. Nevertheless I believe that without any of these experiences, I would not have learned what I know now. I believe that maybe these things have happened to me for a reason. This year, I grew up more than I could ever believe I could. I managed to handle so many emotionally draining situations than a normal 17 year old should be put up bear. I thank God that he has given me the strength to face my fears and to come out a changed person. I hope that I still have this strength - and more if need be - for the years to come. I know that there are so many things that are just waiting to happen. I pray that I have the strength and the wisdom to handle them. I believe I can, I think I can. I can't wait for 2008. So, for the sake of tradition, I have made a few resolutions and a few things I would like to keep with me for the new year:
-Prayer
-Faith in myself
-MORE patience
-i want to have more strength to handle situations I might not be able to
-i want to be more ambitious
-i want to be more determined
iono. this list is just a few off the top of my head. I think I'll be adding a lot more before december 31.
1. A shirt with my face on it VAL and PAM i thank you in advance :)
2. Tech pens or whatever. something to draw with.
3. A new pair of pants
4. new boxers
5. The acer laptop that's always being advertised in the caftv thing. OPALESQUE man.
6. new silk screen shit JOSH :D thank you hahahaha
7. SUSHI! like a boatload.
8. DARK chocolate. like a boatload.
9. someone to fill up my Starbucks planner :D GALVEZ thank you! :D
10. gift checks to buy a shitload of books in Powerbooks
11. New heels
12. gift check worth P5000 (five thousand) to Wham! the burger joint
13. A new sketchpad
14. a really TIGHT hug
15. a backrub
16. something MORE out of this
17. a car
18. new hair
19. new eyeliner
20. a new face.
basically anything superficial and joy-giving. i dont want to say all I want is Happiness. or love. or peace. fuck that. give me something REAL. haha! ha.
It's been a week since me and Jed were kind of iffy with each other. So far, we're doing pretty well, we could do better. and i'm trying to make it up to him. I'm thankful he gave me another chance. I feel lucky to have him despite what other people advising against me being with him. i ♥ him so much :)